Hi Teri~ My name is Tami, I am also very new to this site. I do not experience things like you do, however I have been interested/intrigued with EVERYTHING paranormal since I was a kid, in my early teens~ over 20 yrs.. From everything I have read about/researched, it honestly sounds like they want to communicate with you but dont know how to get your attention in a <positive> way, and they are frusterated because they cant express/verbalize what they want from you.. It reminds me of a child that wants attention but they only know how to get the negative stuff.. Again, just my opinion~ I will not try to pretend that anything I feel is a fact... I wish I could help you... Just my thoughts/opinion.. Sending warm fuzzies your way and hoping you get rest tonight!! Sweet dreams