thank you for reply..i have tried hard to communicate..but i cannot hear...except all i see is my husband in dreams..this did not happen untill he passed..then cold air under covers, tingling on legs..then went onto private parts..cold hands on me..this energy is strong..also puts astrol travel on me..i am not sleeping much with this..mediums have felt this energy..but could not make it cross..although one couple did, well said they made one cross, and left behind someone they thouht was friendly...that could make some sense, because when this all started the energy felt stronger..plus tried to penitrate..which made me ill...this energy does same thing, but like it;s learning...i understand all this is hard to understand..i find it hard living with it...i have thouht about going to the doctors,so i can tell none believers i have had tests done..i already have had hormones done, and all ok..but it is a hard subject to tell a doctor, without him thinking i am a nutter..but this is something i wont give up on..for i know this kind of thing does go on..