hmmm i tried to load a few evps that i need feedback on.. but after i hit submit and get credit for them, they ghost out and are not visible in the forum.

I think the problem is that when you're posting your messages you're posting them to the "Announcements" forum. This forum is a moderated read-only forum. So they are not visible until they're moderated and moved into another forum and then approved.

When posting your messages at the top you should see a drop down box for Category, make sure you chose a category other than Announcements and they will become visible instantly.

ahhhh, so they will be moved over? or should I just repost them?

No need, I just moderated them into the "EVP" category.

Any of the moderators on the site can do that. I tend to move them when I see that they've been posted into a read-only forum area.