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My creeper is back... 13 years, 10 months ago #1

For years, I have had an entity following me. It comes and goes, and has let me be for the past couple of weeks, but now I sense he's back. I spent a lot of years being afraid of this guy, mainly because I have no real idea whether he's nice or means me harm, but I realized last night that when he makes his presence known to me it seems to coincide with an increase in lucid dreaming and heightened sensitivity.

This being has never brought me any harm that I can recall, though with the heightened sensitivity there also seems to be increased "bad luck" and turmoil in my life...though I now wonder if that's coincidental. See, for the longest time, I attributed evilness and malice to this entity because I would wake often throughout the night with the sense of being stared at, watched. I could never actually see him, but I knew he was there, usually standing near my closet door. But, he would leave when I asked, and if I told him he to leave me alone, he wouldn't bother me for weeks. I'm now kind of wondering if he's more of some kind of spiritual guide for me, and not something bent on making me miserable. Instead of trying to hard to block him, I'm going to try opening up to it a little more, just to see if maybe he's here to help and not instill fear. Maybe he's here to teach and has just been waiting for me to let him.

And the part of the increase in "bad luck" when he's around...well, what if that's kind of the trade-off for letting him in enough to help me grow spiritually? I wonder if maybe it's like opening a window to let in a summer breeze. The breeze itself it nice, but whatever odors are in the air will come in along with the breeze. Part & parcel.

Have any of you experienced something similar? As I said, this entity has never really made any obvious attempts to hurt me, it's more like it's watching, waiting for something. I sense him, but never too close, almost like he's waiting for me to be ready instead of pushing himself on me.

Thoughts?

Re: My creeper is back... 13 years, 10 months ago #2

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Regarding your creeper, although he’s been around for a long time and has never tried to do you any harm suggests that it may be one of your spirit guides, and of course he’s around when you have increased bad luck also suggests that he is trying to help you through some bad times you are experiencing. During your heightened sensitivity maybe you could try meditation and ask if he has any messages for you. It may take a few goes but you may get the answers you are looking for.

Re: My creeper is back... 13 years, 10 months ago #3

I'm going to invite him to return before I go to bed tonight. I think because I have never been able to visualize him (or her, but I feel more drawn to the idea of it being male), I have subconsciously trained myself to be afraid of him. When he's in my room, I sense him standing all the way across the room, between my closet and entry door, and it's kind of like I perceive a density in the darkness, but really no shape or figure. It's been terrifying to me in the past, but I'm starting to feel lately that maybe I don't need to be afraid.

Something like when I used to have a horse - it's way more powerful than I am, and has the potential to hurt be severely but not the desire to. I feel as if I need to be aware of that, respect the potential and remain cautious, but that I don't need to be afraid.

Re: My creeper is back... 13 years, 10 months ago #4

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Please keep us updated if anything happens

Re: My creeper is back... 13 years, 10 months ago #5

Okay, I just had the weirdest experience! I'm willing to concede I could have only been dreaming, or it might have only been my imagination...but it might have also been something else. To preface what I am about to write, I have previously prayed and asked St. Michael to watch over me as I grow in my experiences becoming more adept at using my gifts, and I believe he does step in when I need him to. And, he may have done just that for me.

I was napping on my couch while watching old episodes of Ghost Adventures (which may have something to do with things) and was partially awake. I could hear the episode, something about a nurse who had dabbled in devil worship, and physically I thought I was awake - but I could not open my eyes. I even thought I'd gotten up from the couch and moved to my computer chair, but I sensed something with me and it was NOT nice. As I began to realize I was actually still lying on the couch, I got a little frightened by the fact I couldn't open my eyes, and something actually spoke through me. It was my voice, only deeper and more forceful, and through clenched teeth this voice hissed "Leave this house NOW, by the command of God! This one is NOT yours!"

The inability to move was replaced by the sensation of both my body and the couch vibrating as if I was lying on a jackhammer...then it was gone, and I could move.

Now, maybe this was only the remnants of a dream, triggered by hearing the Ghost Adventures episode on TV, and maybe it was sleep paralysis...I guess I don't really know. Part of me feels like something was there trying to do something to me and Michael chased it off. Either way, nothing like this has ever happened to me before and I wanted to share it. Now that the freaked out feeling has worn off, I'm viewing the whole thing as pretty cool. Not sure I want to make it a habit to experience, but...

Re: My creeper is back... 13 years, 10 months ago #6

I agree with the previous post by Janglynbar that this entity may simply be around to help you in your time of need. I personally attribute my bouts of bad luck with the moon cycle, so maybe you could take a few weeks to journalize your bad luck (and good luck too). Does it tend to happen around the same time every month? Perhaps as the moon is about to become full?

As for you later posts, well, if this is the same entity, then scratch the whole being nice thing. But like you said, lay off on the ghostie shows for a little while, especially while sleeping!
"Dead men have no need of pretense. What I seek is truth, light beyond light beyond Light. There are those who will tell you a different story. Who is to say which is right? But this I know: what I've seen with the naked eye has been fantasy, perhaps; but what I've known with the heart has been truth." ~Awakening Osiris

Re: My creeper is back... 13 years, 10 months ago #7

LOL, I know. It may have just been my imagination, some dream that I was experiencing. Given the circumstances around it, it's maybe likely I was just still half asleep and dreaming the whole thing.

As for my creeper, I didn't feel the same way about this experience as I feel when he's around - it was, I don't know, a different feel to the energy. If this was a legit experience, I sort of feel it was a test of some sort. I was able to control my fear and almost felt like I was just watching at one point.

At any rate, I was amazed by it.

Re: My creeper is back... 13 years, 10 months ago #8

I think you have two different things going on. Whatever is going on with your second creeper is not related to the first, if it even is a creeper at all or just a weird dream. Trust your intuition and keep the feelers out there.
"Dead men have no need of pretense. What I seek is truth, light beyond light beyond Light. There are those who will tell you a different story. Who is to say which is right? But this I know: what I've seen with the naked eye has been fantasy, perhaps; but what I've known with the heart has been truth." ~Awakening Osiris

Re: My creeper is back... 13 years, 10 months ago #9

hmmm you got me thinking on this one. a part of me wants to say that ur creeper is helping you but a little voice in my head is saying that it is there causing this. i hope you find out what it wants and if it is a guide. keep us posted!

i have a similar problem. i have an entity in my house and he is male but that is all he will allow me to know. i don't feel safe or comfortable with him and he wont tell me or let me know what he is about. all i know is when he is around i am being told to keep my guard up and not let him close.

Re: My creeper is back... 13 years, 10 months ago #10

Oaky since were on the subject of creeper's, question: My son said he always seen/felt soomeone or something in his room. A dark shape would rise from the floor and move onto his bed. He got a bunk bed so that it could not reach him. But then he said that it would shake his bed at night. Since he has moved to another state, can a creeper focus there attention to another person in the home? Just today as I was getting out of the shower, I swear I seen something move across the room to my closet. (I have a thing about closet and open doors anyways) and went to check it out. Nothing there. Next it moved from the closet and out the door. I know we already have a ghost that wanders the house as we have seen and heard him. But this is something new. I really dont think its a spirit guide like Karmastrophic has. Thought on this.
Karmastrophic: I hope that your creeper is a sprit guide and that in the end you find out that soon only good things will happen in your life!
Sasiowl Jewell: Only looking for what we can't hear or see.
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