Profett wrote:
Having ptsd and lack of faith both spirituality and morally can and does open doors that should never be opened. Even in defending this country I did evil things but I am not evil. That being said, those doors open repeatedly for me. I have always found the courage not to pass the threshold, yet. They come both in the light of day and the darkest of night. I believe the souls of those I have taken will not nor can not rest because of me. All I can do is try to forgive myself and soldier on.
Thank you for your service. Without you, we would not have the freedoms we enjoy.
I believe those who die in battle do find peace as they died doing what they believed in.